like i don’t think i have anorexia cause i don’t try to lose weight but i just can’t really eat enough to gain anything. like idk, i just don’t feel enough of a need to eat like im rarely hungry and when i am im too tired to get food and i always procrastinate eating too for some reason so i usually dont eat 3 meals a day like ever. plus i just have like some aversion to a ton of types of food/ingredients/dishes or whatnot so my intake is quite limited.

i don’t really know why im like this nor how to fix it but its annoying

or well i guess annoying isn’t the right word. i dont know how to describe it correctly but like. its annoying, but, i guess like annoying is understatement? cause not eating feels like it’s gonna ruin my health and passing in the long run quite significantly