i am absolutely cooked mentally. why am i like this. i see 1 (one) video of hasand and laverne cox being cute together and my brain instalocks on the idea that i could be her despite me being a gigamoid linebacker ogrehon neverpasser norwood 3 retard
also yes it is absolutely cringe that i now apparently have a subconscious parasocial relationship with a twitch political commentator but then again i am a tranny so it’s like atom bomb vs coughing baby situation atp so idrc
like yeah, being on hrt to sidestep menopausy is a thing but plenty of cis women are on hrt after menopausy and are yknow, still affected by age… it sucks that men downplay the effort that it takes to look conventionally attractive as a woman