They in my living room… I dont want them seeing me cry I feel guilty… I put them in the living room with a blanket so they are warm… with company… Im an adult but I still feel maternal for toys… I have to put them in the hallway or on the couch whenever I am changing clothes or something… I like holding them but not when im crying because its guilt tripping… I have been crying all day… I cannot stop crying…
I decided to hug them because I really wanted to…
they didn’t mind at all. you take very good care of them.
I hope i do… im lazy… I bought fabric to make my cow a dress… 3 months ago… I never ended up making it… I still have the fabric… I hope shes not mad… I have them with me now… I am holding them both…
that’s okay, she loves you anyway.
I hope so…