We became friends when we were like 14 or 15 i think. They’re the first person I come out to at 15 and they’re nice and supportive over it. We keep getting closer and spend a lot of time together, talking and messaging all day. They occasionally joke about dating me but whatever it’s just jokes to me.

One day they tell me that they once looked at futa porn for hours. Out of curiosity they say. Some time later the thing with my friends touching/ groping me starts (again but that’s unimportant) and they’re the one primarily doing it. I‘m also esrly into hrt at that point.

They’re still joking about dating me and even marrying me. Other people ask if we’re together, but I always say no. I eventually tell them that I don’t want to date anyone rn because I dislike myself too much and their jokes thankfully stop then.

Not too long ago we talk about people we‘ve fallen for in the past and they begin to describe someone that sounds very similar to me. Curious. They also got a little pissy after i told them that I got a bf and they really want to meet him to „see what that guy‘s like“.

Also they came out as some genderfluid micro label to me a few months ago