Idk most stuff they do are like walks and talks and stuff so you know basically announcing that you are a fag to everyone. There is very little opportunity to just meet someone discreetly and the isolation is lowkey getting to me.

But also just from the way their instagram (downloaded that shit site just to check) posts read they are probably all annoying faggots in the literal sense so I feel like it would just be insufferable to be there but at the same time maybe people are just normal and I’m evil for judging people I never even met.

Idk what arts and crafts entails icl does drawing count as arts and crafts? it literally says arts so maybe idk I remember wanting to learn how to draw a couple of years ago and I was lowkey proud of some stuff I made I even have a photo of one in my phone maybe I should post it to the artttt cummy but anyway that’s unrelated do I go or just sit my ass down and study cuz exams are fast approaching.

  • Math_troonOP
    3·
    10 days ago

    the tought of going there and being seen there kinda freaks me out. If I go I will be gambling on none of my friends seeing me coincidentally. Haven’t decided what to do yet but even if I do go then I’ll probably be a nervous wreck for sure.

    Also thanks for being the singular person who interacts with my posts kek

    • niseonna
      3·
      10 days ago

      If one of your friend saw you, couldn’t you just say you wanted to find some people to draw with and don’t really care about the fact that it’s organised by the LGBT club?

      • Math_troonOP
        3·
        10 days ago

        Why not just go to the art club then? And why would you even interact with gay people 🙄🙄

        It’s kinda like that you know?

        • niseonna
          2·
          10 days ago

          Yeah if there is an other “normal” art club then it’s a bit of a problem, the only other thing I can think of rn is if you have a LGBT friend, you could say they forced you to come with them, but otherwise idrk

          • Math_troonOP
            2·
            10 days ago

            But why would I have a faggot as a friend :P

            it’s not about just convining them that I’m not trans any association would be detrimental. I know this sounds bad and I probably need new friends but these are the people I had the luck of befriending and I can’t really change this

            • niseonna
              2·
              10 days ago

              I understand, I’m in a similar situation; I was just sharing some ideas, but of course I don’t know all the specifics of yours

              • Math_troonOP
                2·
                10 days ago

                No it’s fine I’m desperate for interaction here anyways :>