My breasts are like, large? They are a B but I dont know how? Ive been on oral estrogen for 11 months… probably hondosed idk… I think i am being given injections next month… im fat, I’ve always been fat. But the fat wasnt on the chest, it was like elsewhere… I remember 3 years ago, my girlfriend (who doesnt love me i dont think… she just keeps me for sex) she asked if I was on estrogen because I had small breast and I said that was just because I was fat. I haven’t gained like any weight… ive been within the same 10 lbs up or down for years… and all the breast growth was in the last 11 months, but like im probably being hondosed on oral estrogen… I dont know why they had grown so much? I dont get it… I like them… but that feels so agp… I dont like that I like them… I dont find them sexually attractive… I just like that they are there… why did they grow like 3.5x in 11 months… is that a cause for concern? Could I have cancer? I dont knowww…
My endocrinologist i think sees me as transsexual and so shes talked about theyfabs and theymabs and she doesnt say like rude things… but she doesnt say kind things… shes kind to me and said she will give me either prog or Injections next month. I picking injections… prog I can have later… I gave her a plushie maybe thats why shes kind to me… she told me about how on multiple occasions shes had to tell her non binary patients to NOT smoke weed or be around weed before coming because you cant smell like weed in a clinic… because its a clinic… your not allowed to even use perfume in there… I think the method is to mark yourself exclusively as one sex on the spectrum she gave me…