yeah i male failed a few times but i feel like im not a real woman. Like I think like a man act like a man talk like a man look like a man. If i ever lose access to estrogen i will masculinise at a rapid rate bc I never fully got to finish male puberty fudging me up. Idk what to do, I want to be a woman but I feel like I will never be one. I feel like im faking it all, like im not really trans because I dont rlly find men attractive and I dont want to wear thigh highs and skirts outside of cosplay and stuff. Idk I feel fake. it doesnt feel worth it, like idk I already have alot of other problems to deal with like my autism, anxiety, physical health. And I dont want to be hatecrimed as I am brown and live in tbe uk… pls give me advice im rlly scared idk what tk do