Maybe… im worried id try my best and still fail… something could go so so wrong…I cannot have children… its unlikely id ever be eligible for adoption… ive considered a career in education… ive thought about special education… I spent 1 school year in special education and the teacher (and principal and schoolboard knew and defended her) would beat the students… and locked us in closets… id maybe go into special education… I just wish that I could help children who are less fortunate…