i literally did not leave the bed the entire day and just stayed on my phone and cuddled my big blåhaj i still haven’t left this spot i don’t eat all day or open my mouth to talk to anybody what a loser i’m supposed to be an adult why is this my life when is it ever gonna start i’m just going to disappear from everything i’m so sad and tired all the time i’m done i don’t even have friends or get along with anybody even you all wouldn’t understand how that feels im too much of a loser i don’t connect with anybody nobody cares what i think or say i just cry all day and do literally nothing im worthless im too scared to try im usually too scared to commit suicide