They weren’t repulsed by my presence, they didn’t hate it every time I interacted with them, they didn’t roll their eyes or laugh. I was just respected. They wanted to talk to me. They brought me into their conversations when I wasn’t talking…

Ik it’s dumb to even think about this. But I look at myself as the most repulsive thing imaginable but maybe sometimes I’m still human :)

I will cure male socialization yet