I just can’t, I am so scared of catching STD’s from men that I just obstain. I find sex so gross and yet I get horny all the time and want to fuck. When it comes to the moment I can never do it. I just can’t, I just want to snuggle. I live how plump and soft girls are. They are so cute and warm. I genuinely don’t think I like sex anymore and I don’t know if I’m a gay or straight. I just find men so gross… why would a woman want to be with a man? They gross me out.

Even my ex bf I couldn’t have sex without fearing of him not being clean. It scares me. So I just don’t know if I ever can.