voice train (even if you don’t cis pass, being close enough or making a strong effort makes it much easier for others to perceive you as female)
make female friends (good for learning vocal behaviors and ways of expressing yourself, good for learning aesthetic things, and very fulfilling once you find ones that really accept you or you are stealth to)
learn makeup, hair, and fashion (watch YouTube videos, look at Pinterest, etc.)
something like that in priority of importance.
urgh i dont know if i will ever learn makeup or hair without being able to actually practice it…
unfortunately there is an awkward phase for awhile, there’s no getting past it without practice really.