After a year of caring for my diet I’m still stuck with BMI of 19 just like on day one - and my initial goal was getting to 23 in eight months, lmao. I tried everything from rice and pasta, dried fruit, lots of cheese to candies and cookies, if I only wasn’t allergic to nuts…
Getting to 2200 calories everyday was a chore, reaching 3000 took huge amount of effort, but I move too much and metabolise too fast for it to be enough. Nothing has changed, I only wasted my time on stressing about calories. Something tells me I must have intestinal parasites, because I cannot believe it otherwise. Becoming fat should be easy?? I guess it’s a miracle and I should be glad that I somehow grew A cups despite of this.


Knowing that hrt doesn’t work too well on skinny people stresses me out way too much. Few more months and I’ll start drinking corn syrup.