I have someone who is beautiful and really enjoys my company, who literally adores me, and I can’t stop being an anxious wreck long enough to not fuck this up. I am a fucking idiot. I don’t know how I will keep functioning like this. Everyone leaves over time because I can’t keep my anxiety under control.
on them :( we talked and i think it’s gonna be okay I just feel like such an ass. I love having an anxiety disorder yay!