i wish i at least face or body passed. i see so many people who at least have one. when i look like a man in both. i know having one doesnt make not having the other any easier, it still sucks. but idk. i just think it would just be nice to be able to appreciate one thing about myself.


i lost weight and it helped for a bit, but now im stuck hating my body still because of the loose skin and muscle damage i cant afford to get fixed.
and even then, none of it can fix bone. idk. theres ways that can bring me some relief, but i cant possibly hope to ever afford them anytime soon