I desperately want people to think I’m normal. I always put on my best attitude in public towards rednecks/boomers because I don’t want them to validate the stereotypes they see on tv about us that we’re just mentally ill freaks. I try so hard to represent us well. But that falls short because I walk funny, talk funny, and look at people funny. I can tell when someone’s being sarcastic but for some reason my brain always blurts out a response acknowledging it as serious. I can’t understand what people are saying and instructions are difficult. Even my diet is fucked. Why can’t I just be normal :c