Ill never be able to afford laser, electrolysis, ffs or any other surgery. Shaving, epilating, hair removal cream dont work, skin care produce dont work, my skin is so fuck beyond repair even if it feels smooth, it just looks like if a man did a terrible job at shaving his legs so if it cant get better, i might as well make it worse but in a different way.

i have random cuts over my legs, thighs, chest and arms and they help to distract myself from my hairy and fucked up skin. but now i really wanna move to my face, no matter how i look at it even angle fruading, it still looks like a man’s face so maybe with scars, i can help draw attention away.

idk is this too malebrained, at this point im kinda hoping one of them gets infected and it somehow goes to my heart. Also ik scars are like a manly thing but ive never seen it as that, it feel really neutral to me so that helps a little.

im sure i have the picrel of boymoder cutting but i didnt feel like scrolling through my phone and this was the closest thing i can find