I will never get enough money to afford anything. I just started college and I’m older than everyone here. I am fucking stupid and so fucking worthless. Nothing I do matters. I just want to be normal and my experiences are already so far from the norm I will never catch up. I can never be like everyone else. I will always be different.
You’re not a loser. You’re a pretty clever girl if you’re in college, as I figure it. (who here is making six figures, anyhow? that made me giggle.)