for like 10 years LOL

my excuse was always that i live in a shitty place with a shitty family and getting hrt the legitimate way was impossible but nobody fucking told me about diy (and i never bothered to look into it myself) until fucking last year. i am the biggest faggot faketrans piece of shit alive. i should literally be drawn and quartered like a medieval blasphemer. the little girl inside me is NEVER going to forgive me