I wish so badly to be longed by another girl, the way a love so tender would be held gently that the hands can’t help but quiver from how much they admire.
But every time my chest rise for each breath I take, I’m unequivocally reminded, that such love is one not meant for the likes of me.
Sapphic love is meant for a woman, loving another woman. And that I am not.
An amalgam that embodies all the sins that man has made, my very nature an antithesis to the same wishes that no god will hear.
I will never be a woman.
I will never find love.


This was both painful and beautiful in equal measure