She’d have rather tried to detroon to cheat on me with a straight woman on the other side of the planet than love me, someone who actually loved her, and I’m literally the state next door to her.
I dropped $2 grand ($1500 USD) on flights and a bougie king size hotel room in the center of the city CBD and bought almost every meal she fucking ate for her, I shouldered all her troubles and woes and put myself second for almost 2 fucking months, when I tried to talk to her about what was troubling me she scolded me for risking “setting her off” or completely changed the subject back to herself almost immediately.
I called the fucking ambulance to her house at 4 in the fucking morning when she posted the suicide note, I was doing everything I could to get a contract and transfer to her city with my current job.
And in return she tries to cheat on me with a straight woman on the other side of the globe, genuinely what the fuck.


Literally what ever even happened in that week long situationship or whatever that caused this I genuinely don’t understand why detroon for some woman that wouldn’t want you anyways when she already had a gf
Must have been pretty fucking good if I wasn’t good enough.
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i told trish this earlier in dms…
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i’m ,Okay ,i’m Worried ,About Every1 Else ,Involved .Thos, Including ,Trish , .Even if Shes ,Mad @ me ,Rns ,nd What she Did ,is Fucked .Up , ,Idk .my Brain Doesn’t ,Work Right
your brain is working better than anyone elses your really niceington dear cobby🫀🫀🫀
ThankU’s, Kather ,🫀🫀 i Meant ,Moresos ,idk .my Brain ,isn’t Registering ,Things , .How i Think ,it Should , .I Guess , I Think i Should ,be .More Upset , @ Trish , than I Am ,4 Her Doing ,what .She Did ,but i Just ,Feel .Bad ,4Her , .Shes Not, a Victim ,in All of This ,Obviouslys ,nd What she Did ,isn’t .Right ,and i’ve Known ,this ,But Damn , idk .I’m Worried ,4Her, Stills
i think bein worried about her isnt bad… she may have done something stupid and mean but she still shouldnt hurt herslef…
i Feel ,bad ,4 Having, Empathy .Towards Her ,i Guess ,Coz of the Ways ,She, Treated Her ex, nd How .Shes Lashing ,Out Rns , i Feel .Like it’d B, More .Morally ,Right ,2 Detest, Her ,I Guess ,so i Feel .bad, For Not
You’re an angel Cobby, your brain and heart are perfect
ive literally thrown everything away for you.
‘everything’ has a name, you know
look if she didnt break up with me i was going to break up with her. she and i werent going to work out. she was occupying a place in my heart built for you and i felt bad stringing her along when all i could think about is you.
Do you think you’re a good person?
no
Then do better.
Have some fucking shame.
ive had fps before this, none of them felt like the passion we had for each other in that week, nicole i really wsnt to be a boy with or without you, please reconsider.