they’ve gotten so much worse over the years, I never see any actual people around my age who actually have it rough it’s always either teenagers going through a rough patch that will ultimately make it in life or people who are larping as being hopelessly clocky for some weird fucking reason, before it felt like I could atleast reach out to people in similar positions, I don’t even know what place im supposed to go to to talk about this anymore it feels like ultimately I am meant to shut my mouth and keep quiet about my dysphoria forever until it kills me. I don’t give a fuck about 4chan culture who above the age of 20 actually gives a shit about that, I just want to be free of this suffering. I think I’m done with these places because it’s just not helping anyways and I might just need to accept I’m gonna die soon.