they’ve gotten so much worse over the years, I never see any actual people around my age who actually have it rough it’s always either teenagers going through a rough patch that will ultimately make it in life or people who are larping as being hopelessly clocky for some weird fucking reason, before it felt like I could atleast reach out to people in similar positions, I don’t even know what place im supposed to go to to talk about this anymore it feels like ultimately I am meant to shut my mouth and keep quiet about my dysphoria forever until it kills me. I don’t give a fuck about 4chan culture who above the age of 20 actually gives a shit about that, I just want to be free of this suffering. I think I’m done with these places because it’s just not helping anyways and I might just need to accept I’m gonna die soon.
I turned 26 recently and its starting to feel like I am becoming one of the more older people in these spaces which to me suggests I need to at some point do something to address my dysprhoia sometime soon yknow. Also I’m sorry about your parents, I deal with alot from my father who doesn’t know I’m trans (hes probably in denial actively or lying that he doesn’t know to me, in an out of sight out of mind way) and my mom is slowly losing her mind and it’s definitely impacted me alot negatively.
truthfully I have no idea how well I pass but I do have objectively very broad shoulders, even trans women have pointed that out to me so I assume I’m never passing from that
For me it’s mostly my jaw line, it makes selfies really difficult because I feel like someone photoshopped my face onto my body