If I go there at night and it turns out there’s some suicide prevention measures in place im just kinda fucked cause buses don’t run that late so I could just end up stuck there

All the night bus services suck and none of them go anywhere near it

Might just have to either kms at day or od or something

  • Magpie
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    6 days ago

    there’s not really a single big reason to live, no… but there’s even less of a reason to die. if life truly matters as little as you say, why are you in such a rush to abandon it? using your own logic, the suffering you’re going through shouldn’t matter enough to affect you even slightly. the only reason that the pain matters is that life also matters. life is inherently meaningful, while death is the complete absence of any meaning. life will give you plenty of reasons if you let it do so.

    to be completely honest, depression and it’s logical conclusion, suicide, are fundamentally egocentric: you have to stop the constant navel-gazing and direct your gaze outward. a logical reason to live will never just fall into your lap, but going through the motions of life will justify choice to live. things might never get easier, but you’ll learn to manage the pain; and, again, if life is as pointless as you say, why does the suffering even matter? you’re never going to get a convincing answer for why you ought to live, so stop looking for one and just keep moving through life instead.

      • Magpie
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        6 days ago

        why are you bothered by the pain if life is so pointless? wouldn’t the pointlessness of life also render all your sensations utterly pointless, as well?

          • Magpie
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            6 days ago

            the pain you feel matters, yea? you can only feel pain because you’re alive, and if the parts that make up life all individually matter, wouldn’t that necessarily mean that life itself matters? committing suicide is your choice to make, but don’t justify it with the delusion that life doesn’t matter.

              • Magpie
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                6 days ago

                yea, that’s kinda my point… you can’t use deductive logic to justify life. as i said earlier, you just have to take a leap of faith. even when it seems completely pointless, you just have to keep going, and things will get easier to deal with :]