I should be plotting and scheming against the emperor instead of bitching about not being a woman on the internet. In more civilised times I would be looked on with pity instead of hatred. I am okay with it though, at least being chemically castrated means I no longer feel many sexual urges and women fear me less. I might not be able to be a woman but I can at least be seen as a defanged male. I think I will go to the bar later and get absolutely hammered.