At this point… I just feel like there is no point in transitioning at all anymore… because it will not work, will make my family kill me or themselves, will destroy my future job opptertunities, will bring about death, misery and poverty to my future and I will still look like a fucking moid. I am 20y old… quite honestly, that is absolute lateshit territory and I am not saying that to ragebait but because we simply cannot compete with the wave of youngshits coming out of the household of accepting parents and because we have to be honest that nowadays 20y old is extremely late and either caused by being faketrans or by knowing that you were trans at a young age but having abusive parents (in my case it is because I am faketrans)…
Life will only get worse…
i wish i had an answer i guess if you transition there is a chance you will be happy at times whereas if you dont youre guaranteed to be miserable forever i think its kind of a pride thing like rather than just weighing whether it will actually make you happier its just doing something that you want to do just because you want to do it idk dont listen to me im retarded