If I had just died at ten a few months after my puberty started things would be so much better. I wouldn’t have to suffer through all this stuff, just to end up as a grotesque hulkish husk of a person.

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    1 month ago

    Fair, I mean I’ve established my own system of beliefs that works for me based on a mixture of absurdism and eastern orthodoxy

    Like I can’t prove there’s a god or the absence of, but eastern orthodox ritual helps me stay grounded

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        1 month ago

        I mean I cross myself whenever approaching anything remotely anxiety inducing or dangerous… and I am extremely superstitious based on some of the ideosyncretic superstitions I learned from my mom and people around me