“Rapestick, Rapist Hormones, Testosterone Tumors, Bad gender, the ugly sex…”

They all just sound like very strong internalized misandry and a hatred for masculinity and one’s body and maybe that is simply the result from having a really bad father figure, not being very manly as a child, high masculine expectations and terrible socialisation, and so this results in people trying to flee from manhood into something where they think that the grass is greener on the other side when that is not garaunteed. And so maybe this is just us trying to compensate into the opposite direction and run away from masculinity because the only people who modeled it for us where abusive and so we resented it in ourselves. Maybe we are just hyper sensitive men who developed deep seeted gendered self hatred…