fattmaxxing is so stressful because i’m just gaining weight and keep seeing anafuel everywhere, i need the weight to actually start filling out but it’s still so stressful. like i feel like my waist somehow looks worse even though it measures the same and i feel like my body is just wrong tbh. and i’m already deep enough into fatmaxxing where i get hungry more now, so it’s going to be harder to start anamaxxing again.

if these calories dont go to my hips and boobs im going to kms i CANNOT lose the only feature about me i feel somewhat okay with