should i just quit e and try to be normal? maybe i can leave my hair long and tell myself im valid gnc and totally androgynous like i used to do

second two images are the same but set to female. not sure if i even look like any of those i guess kinda mix of both but definitely more like the male one

genuinely whats even the point if i look like this but even worse with almost no body fat. redistribution wont do shit to save my skeleton even if try to gain weight which is for some reason impossible for me ill just be even bigger towering over normal people