I know this is a quite insensitive question and I’m sorry about that. My intent isn’t to downplay people here as faketrans or to say I’m “trannier than thou”, if it comes off as that, I’m truly sorry, from the bottom of my heart. It’s just that I’ve been really perplexed about this for the longest time.
If it isn’t clear yet: I’m a youngshit. I know people here get really upset at reading anything youngshit related so I’ll try to not extend myself too much: classic youngshit backstory (I’ll talk a bit about how I realized I was trans, if you don’t want to read this but still want to answer the question, please skip this paragraph and read the next one!), knew it since very early childhood, even before I knew what a trans person was I knew something was wrong with my gender and that I wasn’t a boy, even though people insisted that I was one. When I learned what being trans meant, about when I was ten to eleven years old, I immediately knew that this was what I was, got on hrt at thirteen after getting a part time job, I’m about to turn nineteen now.
I never thought of myself as better than midshits or lateshits, I always saw them as people who have been living in unfortunate times and/or places, who knew they were trans but never had the opportunity to do something towards their gender dysphoria until they already went through natal puberty. However, some time ago I found out that some people genuinely never knew they were trans until puberty, and some only figuring out they’re trans long after puberty, not only that, but many engaged in more stereotypically masculine things too, such as working out and “masculine-coded” hobbies (other way around for trans men). I know none of these people are faketrans (not that I believe in that bullshit), since all of you display really heavy dysphoria, which just confuses me way more. Once again, I apologize if I offended anyone, it wasn’t my intention, I’m just really curious.
I’m a lateshit (23), I knew something was wrong with me my entire life, i didn’t know it was related to gender tho, I didn’t know about sexual dimorphism that transitioning was an option. I was also fat since I was very young so I’ve always hated my body, couldn’t lose any weight for over a decade, in my head all my body issues were weight related and never gender related, im also a social weirdo, lonely all throughout my childhood, still am, so i didn’t have social dysphoria bc i was barely getting “normal” social interaction anyway, in my twenties sometimes id feel jealous of women but i just thought it was bc i was an incel, one of the non hateful ones but that doesn’t make it any less pathetic online, i did know about trans people but i kinda never thought it could apply to me, my egg cracked when shortly after i saw the inside mari vid and started lurking 4tran and the board, ive been thinking about suicide since as long as i can remember, I didn’t know what was wrong with me, my original plan was to commit suicide at some point, couldn’t see myself living, didn’t even know what was wrong, well now i know at least, it’s a bit late to start fixing at 23 tho