It absolutely baffles my brain, and I always push it too far out of fear… Like I need something that would be considered insanity to be proper friends with someone (unconditional love)

Or even a (cis)(sorry) moid being perfect about trans stuff idk it just completely breaks my circuits, expect a short post implying I fucked it up in around 7 weeks.

I do like who I am an the person I am and to get here I obviously had to go through whatever experiences I went through, but damn if it wouldn’t be smoother and easier if I just didn’t have all those memories weighing me down… (it wouldn’t) (i’d probably be a shit person)