When I was a sneed I bagged a rly cute passoid and I convinced her to let me do my thing even though she hated polyamory. And then right around the time I grew up and wanted to settle down and be monogomous, she decided she’s actually poly now and now I can’t get out of it and I feel like I’ll never deserve a normal loving monogomous relationship. I screwed myself out of the only one I had a chance for.